It seems hard way...

最近，修行中の身でありながら，
先日の投稿の様にポロっと仕事のやり方をボロクソに言って仕舞う．
生意気なだヤツだと自分でも思うが，
上司の方達は建設的な意見だと思って聴いてくれているケド，
費用対効果と言う完璧に近い論理武装されてるし，
自分も話し合いに持って行く程に前準備している訳でもない．
[Well, I know I'm a newbie in that office.
But I couldn't stop a bit of blame like that posts.
Yes, I had too much talking back,
though my bosses listen my stupid saying as constructive advice.
But they protect their mind with cost-effectiveness.
And then, I'm not ready for completely saying...]

結局，
「趣味でやっているんじゃないんだよ，
会社の実務としての仕事でやってるんだよ？」とか，
「それはキミの理想でしょ？
言ってる事はマトモで耳が痛いんだけどね」とか，
「某のシステムはこうであるべきって言うけど，
先ずはキミは会社の仕事を先に憶えるべきでしょ？」とか言われて仕舞う．
[When all is said and done, my bosses said to me like...
"Well, we wouldn't do it as hobbies, it's working, OK?"
"OK, is it your ideal? though that makes sane."
"If you said the system should be like that,
but you shall get used to like that, huh?"]

あー，すっかり忘れていた．
「良く憶えておくんだ．皆はキミの様に出来無いんだよ」
って言われたのになー．
ま，何時の誰の話だか忘れたけど． :P
[Well, I completely forgot...
"Please remenber, they cann't do like you."
I cann't remenber that who/when said that, though. :P]